3/7/13 A father…… I remember when she told me those word. I remember the reaction I had when I was told I was going to be a father. I was in shock. I know I am still young, still trying to find my own way. Christa was so excited , she came from being an only child, whose family hated her, she has no fears with having the baby. What am I going to do? For something I am barely ready for? Aja who seems to adopt me and Christa gave some goals. Work, save up, buy a house. I wonder if I ever be ready? Will she be safe in my arms, her and the baby. What if I fail them both? What if I tend to be like my blood mother and father whose has some much children they are struggling with. All Rhydin say. I am sure my name already on the lips. Icer and Arthur . my parents, whom I love. I made a bad move and take on Matt who I called Iceman. Because he has the opal and tower. I should have listen to Lady Rena and not step into the ring. If Zack and Rena didn’t take me out, I fear I will be dead. It took me days to recover even with Harper and Arthour healing me. And My parents saw that, they said I need to stop fighting in the rings. That is too dangerouos, that I have Christa and the baby to think of. I won’t.